Behind His Eyes: Boo's Story pt9: Birth

"Do you know how it feels to be alive even though you're dead?"

"To be something you're not"

"To be forever cold, forever alone..."

"When you're life just began?"

"I do and always will...."
-Boo---

The Secrets Behind Boo's Eyes

"That baby, What is inside her, it is 100% dead."

Amelia's eyes widen in shock she was pregnant and then turned to fear knowing it had died, she lowered her head and stared at her stomach, even though it  was causing her intense pain she was shaken she lost her child. "That's shocking she was even able to get pregnant enough but...what this is happening i don't understand.." Doc had said resting his hands on his desk staring at the Amelia then at Dennis. "When ANY baby dies nothing should happen, this child is trying to escape her stomach with some kind of intense, possibly deadly power that it has that came from you..." he said. "What the hell are you talking about i don't got no kind of power, and can't you just get it out of her?" Dennis said wrapping his arm around Amelia rubbing her back trying to comfort her. Doc took a moment as he took off his glasses and folded his hands releasing a sighed before explaining.

"The child is dead, but the spirit is refusing to pass on. It is forcing itself to remain inside the body along with trying to escape Amelia's by using the power it has from you. YOU have a strong spirit. The day you died because of your strong raging spirit it returned you back to your body somehow. With that it awakened your demonic powers within you probably don't even know about nor even would try to use, but those powers are as said DEMONIC. You are a demon but you choose the ways you are, the demon within does not control you, you unleashed it which is the side of you that is nothing but evil. The child is using that power to stand it's grounds which is why it's cause pain towards you when you touch the stomach."

Dennis began to tense up as he listened to the Doc. HE couldn't believe his ears, couldn't believe he caused it, couldn't believe what was happening, words couldn't escape his mouth and he didn't know what to think on any of it. Amelia  was holding her stomach shaking to the words and teared up, but she never took her stomach. She was hurting, she wanted her baby, but she wanted the pain to stop, she curled up into Dennis's side and whispered out "...O-ours....baby..." Dennis looked down at her and looked back to the Doc "....There's...nothing we can do to..." he gulped and paused. "...Save him? Yes." the doc said raising his eyebrow leaning back in his chair "But it comes with a price. And only can be done by me if you want it done by anyone you both know and actually trust enough~"

Dennis glared at the Doc because he knew instantly from that it wasn't going to end well and he stood up grabbing Amelia "Can you give her something to at least calm the pain a bit and we get back to you on it?" he said turning away. Doc smiled and nodded "Of course, I mean, we all friends here~" he said as he opened his desk and took out a liquid bottle with a needle. "Inject her with this, It's holy water with a mixture of a little magic~ it will heal her inner nerves and not harm the...child anymore than it's already." he said placing them on the table "Inject her as soon as she gets back home, and before she sleeps so she won't get any pains in her rest." Dennis took the bottle and needle and nodded "Alright...thanks. We'll think about your other offer." he said as he walked away.

"You and I both know it's not going to take long for you to make up your mind~"

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"I never thought I would ever had kids...it never came to mind from what I've been through..I don't know what to think on this..I'm so shocked on it all..." Dennis said brushing his hands through his hair.

"Why this"
"Why me"
"Why her"
"Why us"
"Why right when..i wanted to change..."
"Why can't i ever make it better..."
"Why.....everything..."

Amelia sat there in his lap staring up at him holding her stomach with no response. "I...think in a way it makes me happy i have one...at least with you but....what happened to him...." he said looking at her stomach  looking worried. He knew it was his fault and he began to feel stressed on it all what he caused and done to her and already the baby. Guilt began to swarm over his shoulders. Amelia pet his cheek and sat up and hugged him. He slowly calmed down and held her back "..I can tell you want him really bad...I want you to be happy...I will admit i feel nervous because i don't know but, I do want to try....But i know whatever we have to do to let this baby live..." he said turning his head to the ground slowly starting to rage inside. Amelia lowered her head to his with a saddened look "It's something that will let the child live but not end well with us most likely..." Dennis finished as he held his chest.

Amelia slipped from his lap and got her notepad and began to write something down as she wiped her eyes that began to water. She gave it to Dennis with a sad smile holding her belly, it had said:

"I will do anything to know our child lived, to at least see us once in his life and at least for us to see him. To know he will live to be alright...than live to know our child died before birth...."

Dennis's began to grind his teeth and clenched more till he tore his shirt. He was afraid for his child and Amelia but said nothing. He looked up to her as she sat back in his lap and took a deep breathe "Alright...Tomorrow we'll see the Doc." he said staring at her belly, he tried to touch it but as soon as a finger got near it he felt the pain in his nerves start to act up and backed his hand away. He sighed and carried her off to bed giving her the injection.

"I say this now..no matter what happens, I WILL make this end alright." he whispered to her before kissing her forehead then turning to the window "Even if i have to cross the line."